Time With God

First off I want to thank you all for the communication and comments that we share.  Yes, I know it’s been a while since I have written, and I do appreciate the kind words from all of you.  I have been spending a lot of time with God in preparation of what lies ahead in my life. With that said here we go.

Time With God

By Bob Colquhoun

I find it very interesting that as humans we spend so much time in search of things that we believe will bring us happiness, pleasure and contentment. From fame and fortune to unrealistic love, we search the world high and low to find anything to fill our desires, and in the process we stumble into alcoholism, and drug abuse, only to end up in depression and loneliness. I know.  I spent many years chasing the dream of being a rock star and I sat at the door of a record deal only to wash it all away with drugs and alcohol. I filled my emptiness and pain with anything that would keep me numb. I became consumed with drugs and violence, and the darkness that surrounds a life without God.  In the end, it took 7 ½ years in prison to help me find what I was always looking for. The funny thing is, it was there the whole time.  In a place so consumed by hate, drugs, and violence, I met and fell deeply in love with Jesus Christ. Prison became my learning ground and I spent every spare moment with God. Time with God became the most important part of my life, and it still is today. Now, I hear what you’re thinking . . . that I was in prison, I didn’t have a job, nowhere to go, nothing to do, so why not spend all your time with God. That is the farthest from the truth you can get. I had a job, went to school, sang in a band, and played sports. There was plenty to consume my time with and I did just that, but I also made time for 8 Bible studies a week and two college courses on the Bible, and that’s not including all the studying I did on my bunk.  You see, we all have our prisons, mine was just behind razor wire and I could not leave.  We all create things and places, and situations in our lives that we become prisoners to.  Whether jobs, hobbies, sports, relationships or anything else that you can’t seem to escape from that is keeping you from time with God, these become our prisons.

I have been out now almost 12 years and I get how life can just get in the way. I am a single dad raising my 8 year old by myself.   I have a full time job and a ministry that I am praying God will grow into a worldwide ministry, I am a worship leader and a youth leader and my daughter is in sports. Sometimes there just doesn’t seem to be enough time for anything and yet here I am on a Saturday night spending time with God and you. I too have the highs and the lows of life. I have had my share of pain and suffering and the heart ache of life lost, and the emptiness that comes with feeling lonely.  So I get that life can beat you down.

I guess the point I am trying to get to is, that if you’re empty, and lost, and feeling alone stop searching in place that will only fulfill you for a moment.  Jesus Christ will fill you for eternity. He will give you the desires of your life according to His will. You must be willing to surrender your heart and your spirit, your body, your soul, and your mind to Him. You then must allow Him to mold you into who He wants you to be. In Him you will find true love and He will teach you how to love yourself so that you too can truly love. We were created to love; only we have taking that blessing of His love and have turned it to worldly lust.

 

So there you are, out on the town in search of something that’s just not there.  Instead of trying to fill your life with empty things, take a chance with God and watch what He will do. He saved my life with a miracle by sending me to prison.  Through all the pain, the suffering, and the heart ache of life, He has allowed me to experience and know the joy of true love. I thank God everyday for who He is in my life and for true love. There will always be highs and lows and life will continue to do everything it can to beat you down, but by surrendering to Him and by spending time with Him, He will carry you through. So now how are you going to send your time?         I choose God and true love.  www.LiveGodNow.org

Psalm 21: 1-6 / Psalm 23 / Jeremiah 29: 11-13 / Mark 11: 24

(Enjoy this song God wrote with me and the video my friend D B put to it. God Bless)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YIP84TcCCA

 

 

 

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